The day of life may expire. What security have we—that we shall live another day? We are marching rapidly out of the world. We are going off the stage. Our life is a candle, which is soon blown out. Man's life is compared to the flower of the field, which withers sooner than the grass (Psalm 103:15). "Show me, O Lord, my life's end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life. You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man's life is but a breath. Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro." (Psalm 39:4-6). Life is but a flying shadow. The body is like a vessel filled with a little breath. Sickness broaches this vessel; death draws it out. O how soon may the scene alter! Many a virgin has been dressed the same day in her bride-apparel, and her winding-sheet! How dangerous then is it to adjourn repenting when death may so suddenly make a thrust at us.
Say not that you will repent tomorrow. Remember that
speech of Aquinas: "God who pardons him who repents—has not promised to give
him tomorrow to repent in." I have read of Archias, who was feasting among
his cups, when one delivered him a letter and desired him to read the letter
immediately, for it was of serious business. He replied, "I will mind
serious things tomorrow"; and that day he was slain. Thus while men think to
spin out their silver thread, death cuts it. Olaus Magnus observes of the
birds of Norway, that they fly faster than the birds of any other country.
Not that their wings are swifter than others—but by an instinct of nature
they, knowing the days in that climate to be very short, not above three
hours long, do therefore make the more haste to their nests. So we, knowing
the shortness of our lives and how quickly we may be called away by
death—should fly so much the faster on the wing of repentance to
heaven!
But some will say that they do not fear a sudden death;
they will repent upon their deathbed. I do not much like a deathbed
repentance. He who will venture his salvation within the circle of a few
short minutes, runs a desperate hazard. You who put off repentance until
your deathbed, answer me to these four queries:
(a) How do you know that you shall have a time of sickness? Death does not always give its warning, by a lingering
illness. Some it arrests suddenly. What if God should presently send
you a summons to surrender your life?
(b)Suppose you should have a time of sickness, how do you know that you shall have the use of your senses? Most are
demented, on their deathbed.
(c) Suppose you should have your senses, yet how do you know your mind will be in a frame for such a work as repentance? Sickness does so discompose body and mind, that one is in no condition, at
such a time, to take care for his soul. In sickness a man is scarcely fit to
make his will, much less to make his peace with God! The apostle said, "Is
any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church" (James
5:14). He does not say, let him pray—but let him call for the
elders, that they may pray over him. A sick man is very unfit to pray or
repent; he is likely to make but sick work of it. When the body is
out of tune, the soul must needs jar in its devotion. Upon a sick bed
a person is more fit to exercise impatience than repentance.
We read that at the pouring out of the fourth vial, when God did smite the
inhabitants and scorched them with fire, that "they blasphemed the name of
God, and repented not" (Rev. 16:9). So when the Lord pours out his vial and
scorches the body with a fever—the sinner is fitter to blaspheme than to
repent!
(d) How do you, who put off all to a deathbed, know that God will give you in that very juncture of time, grace to repent? The Lord usually punishes neglect of repentance in time of
health—with hardness of heart in time of sickness. You have in your lifetime
repulsed the Spirit of God, and are you sure that he will come at your call?
You have not taken the first season, and perhaps you shall never see another
springtide of the Spirit again. All this considered may hasten our
repentance. Do not lay too much weight upon a deathbed. "Do your best to
come before winter" (2 Tim. 4:21). There is a winter of sickness and death
a-coming. Therefore make haste to repent. Let your work be ready before
winter. "Today, if you hear his voice--do not harden your hearts"
(Heb. 3:7-8).
- Thomas Watson (The Doctrine of Repentance, Chapter 8)